Grief is but a River of Life

I never thought I would be dealing with the loss of my father a year later until I had to deal with losing my mother less than seven months after his death. It has been a shock, an unimaginable shock to lose both parents within a year of each other. I can no longer call them up to hear about their adventures or to express to them, mine. I will no longer be able to laugh with them, to argue with them or to just say hey, "I love you". The only way I can visit with them in person is at their grave site.

I thought hopefully I can power through this grief and loss until I discovered that my daughter, my only child chose to cut me out of her life the day after we buried my mother simply because she did not approve of how I grieved my mother's death. Only God has the right to judge me. A year and five months later, I am still grieving but I believe that is no excuse for my daughter to keep me from being an active participant in my grandbaby's lives. As for my siblings, it is just ugly how we all are behaving.

Now I just grieve for my family and pray we all find a way to heal so we can be a family once more.

Kat Metzger

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Editor's Note:

With heavy heart, Kat has made the decision to halt the sales of her Harley Dodge eBook series, 1-3 with book four rescinded for release indefinitely until such a time she has had to properly process her loss and grief. Books 1-3 are still available for purchase as paperbacks only.

We ask that you respect her privacy during this difficult time.

Thank you for all of your sympathy and understanding,

2Fish Tales